velvetwhisper

as i stand in the haze. you are waiting in a daze because you know it is meant. as you wait in the forest i shall come to you. none other has before me darling i know that you believe in love. oh love is a feeling that put you on your toes. waiting to walk forward but you dont want to let go. oh darling, darling the way that you watch me starting to become in love with you. baby you know its true. the falls that you take i'll be there for you. im your guardian angel. your my beautiful angel. even when your lost i'll find you baby please i know you'll stay true. im in love. i know, yes, im in love.

you hurt me far too much by heart is near to breaking. not worth it anymore my hands are cold and shaking. not worth you anymore i dont need you anymore. the one who is worth your tears won't make you cry. im cold now. im close to dead now. im cold now. dont make me kill you. theres something worse than tears. formed over years and years. theres something worse than pain. not thought of in your brain. a love sick puppy cries. a love sick heart must die. each unique soul can see your change is hurting me. dont make me cry. dont make me cry. dont make me cry. i am forsaken. cry.

bright. white light. brighter than any light she has ever seen. and then there was darkness. darker than any tunnel. and again, there came a light. but it was vague, a small light. it came closer to her. she looked up from the floor on which she was kneeling. it was Him. not any god, but Him. The one from her dreams. Her nightmares. he was true now. True, as He set His hand upon her chin. and He lifted it, so their eyes met. tears started to gather in her eyes. she had missed Him, He had been gone for so long. He started to kneel beside her, her breath becoming heavy. Then all at once, his mouth began to suck her cheek. And He dragged it, slo

one life. one dream. all of us. we each get one life, and one dream. you cant buy yourself anything more. you only get one chance. so when you get it, you better go for it. because youre going to get in your way if you dont. i walked out of my apartment, locked the door. it was becoming a ritual. everyday, locking something up. thats what the drugs were for. they were my key. but everywhere you hear people, you know? its like, they say drugs are bad for you. yeah, i know. they are. but thats physical damage. and whats physical damage going to do to you. real pain is in the heart. so i have to unlock this heart i have. make it work. so i do m

it was a simple dream. all i wished for was this comfort. this comfort i could never truely have. at least by myself. and then i arose from the dark depths of this world. this place where life roams with rules, laws made by the 'upper hand' at life. and now everyone had to follow them. this happened everywhere. in homes, in court, the supermarket. and there i stood. flying, but my feet firm on the ground. he raised me higher, though i wus still standing. and then he took me and lay me down. simple. it was a warm spring afternoon. i was wrapped firmly in his arms. it didnt matter where we were, who we were. "you know what ann marie?" i tilte

i caught you in my eye you lingered there forever after you said goodbye you lingered there forever. can you hear my voice as im slowly sinking downward do you have the choice to save or let me die because im swinging swinging on broken branches and your climbing upward just to escape do you see your choice or are you being blinded by some other voice beckonning you to proceed in the meadow will you follow in the meadow where all love grows do you hear my name or burn it with a flame do you want to know or are you just saying so i caught you in my eyes. i caught you in my eyes. can you realize or are you too dense t

but our hearts were not beating. they had stopped, time had stopped. bringing our heats to fuse. our spirits to take over and make us our own. and his eyes came into veiw once more. breaking the silence, though nobody dare spoke a word. and as if the sky had broken open, we began to breathe. a breath into our life. our hope. but hope had drawn us apart in past, and we stood strong. together, anticipating any seperation with fear. he took my hand. slowly engulfing it in his warmth. my head against his body. looking. looking out, into the open sky. if only we had wings, we would begin to fly. and as he had heard my thoughts, he whispered to me.

i gave you my life. my soul. and i got in return something i have never witnessed in my entire being. something so pure, it could not be replaced. it could not be broken, torn. and it went on. on until the moment you said you were not true. the moment you said it was all a lie. but i knew it was what i believed it to be. you were just scared. afraid that something so strong could take control of you. could change your mind about everything, and could decide to leave you by yourself. if you were too trusting. it was love. a disease of the mind that could combine two people into you faith. and the love of the other person was like a drug. hurti

and in this world where the fire burns. though i cant see what i need to learn. my heart stands still as the ocean moves. a slow symphonic melody blows through the sky. i am lost without forms of reason. though i stand on i am longing to fall. and in this world where the fire burns. i am not sure if i should carry on. the beat runs still through the air im listening. but no ones there to carry on their tune. so as i wait i wish to abandon. but i satand still waiting for the air to be filled. and in this world where regret is sorrow. and hope is joy i shall never believe. for i need emotion to carry on. but life

it was lit. a flame, burning stronger than any fire ever set. and the flame surrounding the torch flickered, growing steadily higher as the beasts began to chant. the chanting was monotone, droning on like a soft lullaby, a morbid sonata of hate. a pair of wings arose from the dark stone hollow of the torch. orange, spotted with black dots. feathered, but torn at the ends. no, not torn. burnt. the chanting became louder. and then the wings rose higher, revealing a fairy. or an angel. but not any angel sent by any god. and her heart began to beat. faster, faster. the voices of the beasts below grew faster also. then she too began to chant. but